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Venera ([personal profile] venera787) wrote2025-06-06 06:52 pm
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Been trying to do painting without focusing on line. I don't understand colors they look kinda bland to me, + no refs =(


random guy )

naked Raiden )

Krauser cow )
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quailfence ([personal profile] quailfence) wrote2025-06-05 10:06 pm

Deltarune chpater 3 thoughts

Finished Deltarune chapter 3, gonna play ch 4 tomorrow cos I think that's what Toby recommended? Anyway some random thoughts/emotions/theories below the cut, proper review to come when I've finished chapter 4 it turned into a proper review lol

(also no ch 4 spoilers in comments pls!)

[click here] FOR [SPOILERS!!]
  • Is the knight thing that took Toriel Dess? Or maybe Rudy? Not super likely and mostly based on the horns + I was randomly thinking about Noelle when they turned up
  • Also, weird that Noelle seems not to have been mentioned at all in this chapter - wonder if that's a consequence of Toby having to write around Snowgrave, but trying to work around diverging routes by ignoring them isn't Toby's style
  • Also Undyne!! The music when she turned up didn't sound like her at first but it became more familiar as it went on, not sure what it's reminding me of
  • Speaking of music, even if you didn't know the Word Of Toby saying that Mike was part of Spamton's backstory, Tenna's boss music (+ also the 'heart on a string' in one of the boss minigames) makes it really obvious that him and Spamton are connected
  • Overall Tenna seems like a combination of Mettaton and Spamton, I think I like him but I'm not super obsessed with him - can easily see why someone(/Tumblr) could tho
  • His boss fight was HARD, easily took half a dozen tries i think
  • The cooking/serving minigame was also really tough, took me like 4 or 5 tries and even then only by the skin of my teeth, mostly cos I kept getting the controls mixed up
  • Reappearance in Tenna boss fight was super easy though, by far the easiest of the minigames in that fight
  • Rhythm game was also fun and pretty easy, took me like two tries. I wanna look up the lyrics to the song cos the little I caught was a wild mix of silly and serious
  • I guess this is turning into a review so quick speed round of the things I didn't like:
  • I was probably kinda getting my hopes up but I wish Elnina/Lanino/Rouxles had stayed together
  • The format of boards 1 and 2 wasn't bad per se but it was kinda weird and it was a relief to go back to something more normal for 3 - do like how it furthered the Themes tho, in particular I'm thinking of the bit where everyone swaps controllers and so Kris (and by extension, the player) is controlling someone else/someone else is controlling Kris
  • Also there really needs to be save points in them - my laptop died right after my first attempt at the rhythm game so I had to replay the whole of board 2
  • aaaand finally Toby isn't really the kind of guy who would do this + as I said I do like the character but it sorta seems like Tenna is trying to recapture Spamton's popularity? Though now that I've written that down it kinda seems like it might be the case in-universe/there's some other in-universe explanation for that but idk if/how much it'll ever come up in game
  • Okay back to speculation/positivity but I kinda get the vibe that Ralsei isn't gonna be a player character in chapter 4, mainly from the trailer bit + something about the end bit in the LIght World? IDK how to explain it
  • Oh yeah I think I'll have to rewatch the ending cutscne (specifically Susie's speech to Tenna) cos my audio cut out for some of it + when trying to fix that I accidentally skipped a few textboxes
  • aaaand addressing the beginning at the end - the start hit me with Susie/Ralsei feels (note to self, reblog some art of them when I'm done with chapter 4), but I was also hit with Ralsei/Susie/Kris feels which suprised me cos I wasn't into the ship from ch 1+2 and yet all of a sudden I was?? not complaining tho, new ship acquired I guess lol
  • I don't think I ship it as a triad tho, I think Susie dates Kris and Ralsei and Ralsei has an unrequited crush on Kris
  • Other ships aquired: Rouxles/Westherpeople (as mentioned above), Tenna/Mettaton, maybe Tenna/Spamton
  • OH YEAH Rouxles is confirmed bi and poly, happy pride
  • Also one of the quizzes confimed Kris' last name as Dreemur, before I was one of the "well it's not explicitly stated" people but now that it has been I'm now wondering why I thought that/why their AO3 canonical isn't listed as that? Either way that tag's gonna have to be updated
  • I think the secret boss was found by sailing for a really long time to the left and up in board 2, and Susie might be the victim of this chpater's Weird Rout if there is one (due to the aftermentioned contoller swapping), but otherwise I have No Idea who/what they might be I wouldn't be very surprised if I'm wrong
  • uhhh I guess that's it, see you tomorrow or the day after for chapter 4 yelling
  • EDIT forgot a thing: Ralsei’s description of the nature of darkeners at the start REALLY reminded me of the lyrics of Don’t Forget/the credit music
  • Also, per TV Tropes: “ This chapter's Superboss fight is the mandatory Hopeless Boss Fight against the Roaring Knight that occurs at the chapter's climax, meaning that the player has to fight the overpowered enemy, unlike the first two being optional in areas you had to double-back to fully unlock. That said, assuming you aren't possessed of godlike reflexes or Save Scumming to get the hang of the Knight's attacks, you still need to defeat another secret but easier boss to unlock the Shadow Mantle, which makes it possible to win the fight, albeit, with much difficulty...just not defeat the knight.”
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Lua ([personal profile] queenlua) wrote2025-06-05 12:52 pm
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Catch-Up Book Post

Been a while since I bookblogged here, huh? This isn't EVERYTHING, but this post already took me fucking hours to type up, so, let's get into it—

Jhereg by Steven Brust
Mickey7 by Ashton Edward


Both of these books were romps, though the former is the more compelling overall package.

Jhereg )

Mickey7 )

That All Shall Be Saved: Heaven, Hell, and Universal Salvation by David Bentley Hart (DNF, 48%)
Honest to God by John A.T. Robinson (DNF, 54%)
Living Buddha, Living Christ by Thích Nhất Hạnh (DNF, 24%)
Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church by N.T. Wright


Look, to tip my hand, I'm in the (very!) early phase of writing a weird fantasy/historical/pastiche-y novel that dares to ask questions like "damn what was it like to be The Greatest Haterliest Poaster Of All Time" and also "what if Martin Luther was a chick" and "what if Martin Luther was two people instead of one" and "what if those people kissed failed to kiss" and "what if Martin Luther were a radical pacifist on top of all the other crazy shit he was doing" and "what if sacred music was actually efficacious and had geopolitical implications" and so on. I blame Lyndal Roper specifically for presenting a portrait of Martin Luther so vivid and intriguing that I could not help but go patently insane over him thereafter.

The logical next step for researching such a novel would be to read up on the theology and history of that period, because even if I'm VERY heavy on the pastiche aspects, it's nice to understand the historical context and some contemporaneous sources/writings for the period of history I'm interested in, if only for riffing purposes, yaknow.

Alas, however, I'm a magpie with no self-control, and thus easily beguiled by Every Other Book I Trip Over On The Way To The Stuff I Should Actually Be Reading, which is how I wound up with this grab-bag of rather more contemporary theology.

All of which I am entirely unqualified to properly evaluate, to be clear, as someone who's variously identified as "Southern Baptist," "Christian agnostic," "deist," "Quaker," "neopagan," "animist," and "some weird woo bullshit syncretic thing ig, sorry it's cringe I know" at various points in my life. But that sure won't stop me from prattling about 'em on my blog.

That All Shall Be Saved )

Honest to God )

Living Buddha, Living Christ )

Surprised By Hope )

Aside: all of these books felt pretty repetitive. Something to do with the genre, I guess? No way to theology-y people to feel like they've gotten your point across without restating it three different ways? IDK.

ANYWAY. I should probably quit dicking around with these books for a bit, since, y'know, novel. I gotta read more Martin Luther himself and also probably some John Calvin. (Alas this means my copy of Kosuke Koyama's Five Mile an Hour God will likely remain mostly-unread on my shelf. Did I mention I'm a magpie. Books pile up in my home whenever I get on a weird pseudo-reasearch-y kick, and I am blessed with an indulgent partner who just keeps buying me more bookshelves instead of telling me to cut it the hell out, which is very sweet of him, but also I could really use someone to stop me before I commit more Irresponsible Spending Crimes... though I saw someone the other day comparing book-buying to wine-buying, e.g. hey it's valid and normal to let some of them age in the cellar & have more than you'll be able to drink; you want to have good wine when the time is right! and UNFORTUNATELY this is very effective for allowing me to continue in my profligate ways. RIP me.)

...okay yeah I couldn't find any way to fit Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik into all of this. Spinning Silver was very good, but I don't have much to say! The primary romance was a total nothingburger, but that's fine because mostly the book is about Miryem girlbossing her way through Rumpelstiltskin and that shit totally rules. I would like to read several more books about moneylenders Being Incredibly Good At Their Job. The book gets a bit bloated and flabbier as it goes along (though the parts with secondary-girlboss Irina and horrible little man Mirnatius can stay; those bits were great) but never enough to knock it down from the "very good" tier. Fairytale retellings aren't normally my thing but this one was solid.
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taichara ([personal profile] taichara) wrote2025-06-05 02:48 pm

FFT and other FF and other things

So I woke up yesterday evening to the announcement of the long-awaited Final Fantasy Tactics remaster and after all this time, I find I'm kind of mixed feelings about it? Or maybe more accurately, I don't feel as much as I expected/would like to?

But then I can already play multiple iterations of FFT, and also this doesn't look like it's getting half the attention Tactics Ogre Reborn did (just the Collector's Box merch -- which had already sold out by maybe 1am my time last night), and something tastes bad about this finally turning up now that Squenix has basically admitted they're going to be virtually a dead zone for ~2 years, an nuked their global mobile games, and ...

... And, yeah. I'll no doubt get this, but right now I can just play FFTWotL. Or FFTA2, more likely, grand glorious DS game that it is.

All of this, of course, while I'm trying to sort my FF issues and also push some small blocks into place for making my own FF, as well as some other things-related chewing on my brainstem, like:

- Dissidia. I want to poke at (a) Dissidia.
- similarly, a Theatrhythm. probably the first one, pretty sure that one had the dungeon setup I liked more.
- doing incredible violence to basically everything using mtl to read the FFIV novels.

Also I finally after decades have the other volumes of the tiny original FFIV sourcebooks on the way, including the setting book. So I can check that one translation against crazed mtl and see what my brain makes of it (also pictures. it will be nice to actually own the book with the Kain's white magic command screencap in it.)


Unrelated, I finally got a bloody fiction zine put together and made a post over on [community profile] makezines about it. Go me. Now keep doing that. Maybe by, oh, making that bloody FF zine.
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Lua ([personal profile] queenlua) wrote2025-06-03 05:26 pm

"What's In A Scene" signpost

[personal profile] lavendre has a fun post up, where they've done a dissection of A Scene From Fiction That Resonated™, to try and pick apart the why/how of said resonance works

and that's such a fun idea that i'm vaguely gesturing that other dreamwidth ppl should try it out, so i can read more good posts :P

I WILL PROBABLY DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS MYSELF, TOO, just... i'm somewhat distracted atm... so all i can do now is gesture that "hi i'm gonna do this and you should too"

off the top of my head, some scenes that i think i'd personally probably find fun to write up:
* the Christmas party in Yukio Mishima's The Decay of the Angel
* the "Time Passes" chapter in To the Lighthouse
* the "You are tiring yourself, Joseph" bit in The Glass Bead Game
* any of a number of scenes from Black Leopard, Red Wolf, which i've read more recently than all these and found more puzzling so that's probably the juiciest candidate. ("hey Lua if you've read that one recently then where's the book post about it" shut up)

anyway yeah happy monday everybody
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nilla ([personal profile] meningioma) wrote2025-06-03 05:06 am

ART ART ART

HI MY LOVELY FRIENDS
HAVE SOME ART
its all sorted in here. sorry got lazy )
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taichara ([personal profile] taichara) wrote2025-06-02 09:45 am

not so final

A few years back when I got Big Mad[tm] at Fire Emblem in general (the culmination of several different factors) at the end I threw up my hands, swore a lot, and said fuck it, I'll make my own damn Fire Emblem. And then I did.

(it's not a videogame, don't get your hopes up)

It got a lot of spleens vented and let me sort some stuff. Was a good thing and I enjoyed it even when I was grating my face on the desk.



Clearly I need(ed) to come to the following jeezus:

Fuck it, I'll make my own Final Fantasy.
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-06-02 07:49 am
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Re: Flesh, Blood, & Concrete

It feels stupid to say this, but I hope everyone in Russia is doing okay. I hope everyone in Ukraine is doing okay too, obviously. As okay as they can be.

As an American, I don't have any moral high ground. Still, I definitely know what it feels like to be held hostage by an insane government. For Pride Month this year, I would like to wish all populist dictators a very [redacted].
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-06-02 07:42 am

Flesh, Blood, & Concrete

Flesh, Blood, & Concrete
https://waxwing0.itch.io/fbc

Flesh, Blood, & Concrete is a free-to-play RPG Maker adventure game that bills itself as “an apartment building exploration simulator.” During its 45-minute playtime, the game delves into themes of isolation, mental illness, and existential dread within the confines of a decaying apartment complex.

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As an aside, I was just thinking that I’d love to see more games set in Eastern Europe. Flesh, Blood, & Concrete is a universal story, but the specificity of the game’s Russian setting adds a unique and interesting flavor. I also appreciate that this “apartment exploration simulator” takes the darker aspects of mental illness seriously but still delights in the playfulness of its morbid style of creative expression. It's one of the more intriguing RPG Maker horror games I’ve encountered, and I’d recommend giving it a shot if you can handle the (literal) viscerality of its imagery.
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-06-01 07:43 am
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Re: 2025 Writing Log, Part 21

My "fun references for Ganondorf" are all this sort of thing btw:

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If Ganondorf is not serving cunt then what's he even doing in your game. I mean honestly.
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-05-31 06:04 am
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2025 Writing Log, Part 21

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I had a good time with moss and forests this past month, but now it’s hot girl summer, and by “hot girl” I mean Ganondorf. I’ve been collecting a bunch of fun references, and now I’m looking forward to once again being very weird about a fictional character online.
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dismallyOriented ([personal profile] dismallyoriented) wrote2025-05-30 12:27 pm
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Fuck yeah new essay coming

Got another Emotional Support Singlet essay coming soon - finished the draft last night in an ill-advised sleep-deprived writing spree and am running it past some folks for feedback and permission before publishing. It realistically won't go up until June, but I'm really excited. It's about child headmates (littles & middles) and the best ways to support and interact with them.
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-05-30 08:04 am

This hole was made for me 🌿

Collards Only
https://collardsonly.com/

These North Carolina Collard Farmers & Farmettes think they've got the grit — and the greens — to claim the title of North Carolina's Sexiest Collard Farmer, but the truth is, it’s all up to you! Do they have what it takes to charm your vote with their collard-growing prowess, mud-caked boots, & undeniable farm-fresh appeal? Cast your vote and let’s find out who’s got the true grit to be crowned the absolute hottest in Collard Farmer in all of North Carolina!

They're all very special, but I'm partial to the gentleman in the bathtub filled with collard leaves.
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Kalloway ([personal profile] kalloway) wrote2025-05-30 08:13 am
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Close Enough

I have a habit of making, like, 97-Point Plans for the day and then managing two things and calling it good. That's fine. Though eventually I do need to get some stuff done. But also, my to-do lists end up long because I can't just, like, clean the kitchen. It needs to be doing dishes, cleaning out the fridge, taking trash, etc.

It is not quite the end of the month but I think it's close enough to report in!

May Intentions )

And June!

June Plans! )
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-05-29 06:38 am
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May Happiness

This is what’s been making me happy this month:

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I want to have a “someone was nice to me” category, but this is difficult to quantify. I guess it’s fair to say that I’m grateful to all the people who still leave comments on AO3 and Dreamwidth. I’ve become extremely shy and somewhat isolated in real life, and it really does mean the world to me that people take the time to reach out.
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krad ([personal profile] kradeelav) wrote2025-05-28 03:43 pm
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(no subject)

lmao i love my work IT department, i start having weird certificate issues after an update that aren't solved by three resets and basic troubleshooting on my end - and my favorite IT bro escalates me directly to the executive support specialist skipping who knows how many levels :') 'eh fuck it, krad never calls unless if it's a kernel issue or something similar.'

( called it too. i can tell by the teamviewer shenanigans this is more than your average 'have you tried to turn it off and on a fourth time' bug )

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Kalloway ([personal profile] kalloway) wrote2025-05-27 09:00 pm

The Perfect Tote Bag

Okay, I'm actually more used to either hand-carried or cross-body bags, but I can deal with a shoulder bag for this. Look at this absolute joy of a bag:

a black tote bag with white text and images reading VF-0S Phoenix Roy Focker Use with the UN Spacy logo and an image of the Phoenix overlaying it all so Roy's last name looks questionable at best

I don't think last night was the absolute worst post-Memorial Day startup in the history of post-Memorial Day startups, but it was definitely in the top five. IIRC I took last year off and it was pretty quiet, so maybe I'll take next year's off so everyone else has a better night?

For reasons unknown they're sexy, I've ended up kinda obsessed with Orange Cat Industry's Super Robot Heroes model kits, the the Estailevs in particular. (Estailev Neamhain Warcrow for reference) There are four kits so far in the line: the Warcrow, Cassowary, and two versions of the first unit in both blue and a "Roll Out" white-n-grey option that is HHHNNGGGHH. I've managed to snag both Warcrow and Cassowary, and have hopefully managed the Roll Out, fingers-crossed on that order. Still looking for the blue, but it's early-days. There are also a bunch of kinda SD kits that I haven't looked at too closely but there's a black and purple one I may track down at some point. (But seriously, I think half my phone searches are variations on 'Estailev'...)
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Rynling R&D ([personal profile] rynling) wrote2025-05-27 09:20 am
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Silksong Soon (maybe)

June 20 is the release date
https://www.reddit.com/r/Silksong/comments/1krd9ct/june_20_is_the_release_date/

I'm 99% sure it's not, but I want to believe.

So should I buy a Switch, orrr
https://bsky.app/profile/adamtots.bsky.social/post/3lq3uk2yttk2q

This is the only discourse that matters btw.
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taichara ([personal profile] taichara) wrote2025-05-27 08:24 am
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check-in

Not dead; more like somewhere in the weirdarse middle ground between "no energy to post", "I'm not doing anything to post about", and off picking and poking at other things and not getting around to the posting possibility to start with.

I keep failing to actually put any kind of zine together -- who knows, maybe this will be the week I stop being a weird coward or whatever this is and format up some microfiction -- but I do have some bits and bobs towards a FF zine and another Lindwyrm minizine. Just in no kind of state of finished/enough/whatever ...

Mostly I've been pecking at books and starting to fill time with just other Stuff: doodling, doodling with watercolours (much rarer but still), hunted up a wodge of DAS clay and messing around with that. Trying yet again to play some of the game/hack backlog. Etc etc ... just kind of generally Stuff.

In this sea of genocidal apologists and totalitarian fuckholery, I've basically decided that as long as I'm doing things it's fine if I'm not doing specific Things. I am still doing and making things, which itself feels better and is better than the sucking soul void that was most of 2021-2024.

Because otherwise I'm not making it through 2025, to be honest.

Also please read and watch this, it is not mine:

MAKE LITTLE GUYS: a (very brief) manifesto
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nilla ([personal profile] meningioma) wrote2025-05-26 10:48 pm
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in which i watch 3 episodes of something and review it

soooo. i have always tried to keep my mind open. i want to use this vacation time to absorb new things. with the thought of keeping my mind open, i have watched 3 episodes of 2 different shows. hazbin hotel and black lagoon.

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