really good video

Mar. 3rd, 2026 05:57 pm[personal profile] meningioma
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here
This whole fandom culture war crap is just fujoshi gamergate. sick of it. at this point, im convinced its a psyop to splinter women into conservatism just like they did with men.

COLLECTION OPEN!!!!!!!

Mar. 3rd, 2026 04:45 pm[personal profile] mgsx_mod posting in [community profile] mgsx
mgsx_mod: (MGS - raisin_yotsuba)
The collection is now open!
Thank you everyone for your hard work!!
GO READ IT!!!

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Mar. 3rd, 2026 01:18 pm[personal profile] kradeelav
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)

"Itoi: The colors for MOTHER were actually a proposal from my designer. He came to me and said, "I've got this option and that option," so I asked him, "Well, what do you think?" and he told me, "Personally, I think this one is the best."

That's generally how I work. I ask the person doing the job. On the surface, it may look like I'm trying to be even-handed or something, but I definitely play favorites. But the thing is, if the person actually doing the work says that's the one!, I can usually get behind it.

You see, someone on the outside looking in might have all kinds of different opinions. Maybe they dislike muted colors, who knows. But when someone actually involved in the project—that is, the designer himself—says they want to do something with a certain level of passion, there's always a reason for it. A deep, fundamental reason. Just like rolling over in your sleep.

—Rolling over?

Itoi: Yeah. I've been making the point lately that rolling over in your sleep isn't a random action; there's a real, fundamental reason behind it.

Itou: Really?

Itoi: Take the way I'm sitting right now… even this pose is a kind of "rolling over in your sleep."

Itou: Ah, I see what you mean.

Itoi: In other words, I'm sitting like this because my body has an actual necessity to be in this posture. It's the result of a struggle between two things: the fact that I'm being watched by others, and my own internal necessity. I believe the future of "creative work" lies in how much we can tap into and breathe life into that kind of raw instinct."

https://shmuplations.com/itoimiyamoto/


With that out of the way

Mar. 2nd, 2026 11:32 pm[personal profile] malymin
malymin: An image of Miho from Season Zero of Yu-Gi-Oh with hearts around her. (Miho)

On a lighter note, you can ask me about asexual reads of anime characters or something, lol.

Or about... anything, really. Doesn't have to be asexuality-related, was just on my mind.

Loneliness

Mar. 2nd, 2026 10:53 pm[personal profile] malymin
malymin: Duck from Princess Tutu, as a duck. (duck)

There is something very alienating about trying to assert one's existence as a sex-repulsed asexual.

It's hard to ignore how the online response to conservative censorship of NSFW and queer art focuses on the fundamental universality of sex. That art without sexual desire fueling it is not simply real art, it is the realest art, and art made without a libido is barren in comparison.

It is hard to ignore that a lot of ace positivity on Tumblr frames aces in terms of their ability to serve allosexual needs. ("Handing out water bottles at the orgy," "aces make the best smut.")

It is hard to open any conversation about the right to not be a sexual body when minority-positivity is often wrapped up in affirming people's sexual viability. About the right to be sexless as a feminist issue, a rape culture issue, a racial issue and a transgender issue and more.

To assert one's sexlessness is to somehow "steal" a perfectly good resource from other people. To assert a right to acknowledge that a historical figure might have had our experiences, or ask if a character reflects our experiences, is to steal what could have been gay or lesbian rep, which is Superior, that to ask if they could be ace instead is inherently homophobia. A certain comparison to be made to how a trans man is seen as a "waste" and "stealing away" of a pretty daughter, that asking if a historical figure AFAB identified with manhood is stealing from women's history and lesbian history and feminism.

To be a sexless autistic is to be bad autism rep, because by being sexless you're infantilizing yourself, don't you know? You're playing into the idea autistic people are children, because sex is the difference between adults and children. Every weird unusual fixation will be read as a kink or fetish, and attempting to assert that it's not will be treated as a sign that you hate people with kinks or fetishes - or that you're just lying.

(In offline het society, people will often assume someone attracted to neither men or women is attracted to something worse - children, animals - because nothing is not actually an option. Because everyone wants to fuck something, so the person who fucks nothing is just hiding that they want to fuck something abhorrent.)

To be an aromantic asexual is bad ace rep and bad aro rep because allo-aces and aro-allos get offended by your existence. My existence makes them "look bad."

It's hard to talk about our society being structured around the idea that people will be cared for by their children and grandchildren late in life, because of course you're going to reproduce. That society is structured around monogamous partnership. Because obviously all asexuals want QPRs and those are basically like romantic relationships, right?

People who will open their ears when you say "listen, I know the series is homophobic, but this character reads as gay" will not listen if you try to talk about unintentional aro-aceness.

I will die alone. I do not want to get married. My mother has repeatedly told me no man would ever want to marry a woman who doesn't have sex; she does not believe it is possible for men to not want sex. She has repeatedly told me that nobody will ever prioritize a platonic friend over a romantic and sexual partner, that this is the nature of the world. That people will inevitably drift away when they fall in love. I constantly fear getting close to people, because I know they will leave me - if not because I'm annoying and unlikable, then it's because friendship is never as important as love.

I fear that when I have to reject an advance, people think I'm a bitch and I hate them.

I fear that I'm just a stupid adult-aged adult-sized child, developmentally stunted and sexless, that like the changeling parasitizes the home while never growing up. Being a manchild (or rather a womanchild, or a thingchild) isn't cute in your thirties.

Sunny Monday

Mar. 2nd, 2026 09:14 pm[personal profile] kalloway
kalloway: (GSMSV P-Zaku)
The weekend was honestly nice.

Sunday was my mother's birthday and we surprised her after breakfast with flowers, cake, cookies, and her actual gift (socks! she asked for socks!) and she seemed really happy. I peeked out the doorwall in the living room and the snowdrops were up and blooming! (No sign of the crocuses yet, but none of us were expecting the snowdrops and those are always first.)

Saturday's nerd show was also good. If I could change one thing, it'd be moving the hours from 11-4 to, like, 9-2 or something. Big afternoon die-off.

It was sunny earlier, I had the energy to get quite a few chores done (or at least worked on) and got the all-fi set up. A few weeks back, I got about fifteen notices that the phone company is discontinuing landline service to this area. So my options were try their device that I assume uses the cellular network (yes I know that's not really what it is anymore, but for description's sake here) or go to the reliable and fast and absolutely miserable to deal with cable company. Their device, the 'all-fi', which sounds like a cult, has a free seven day trial to see if it'll work/have a signal so I finally got it and set it up. Unexpectedly, quite literally unexpectedly, I have a good signal and internet that's probably a hundred times faster than previous (not an exaggeration). I'm going to keep adding devices as I only have two tablets connected right now, but I think this is going to work out okay. (And the dire cable company is still always an option.) The set-up was obnoxious (an app that had to go on a phone, not a tablet) and I haven't entirely ruled out ornamental hermitude, but... so far so good.

Built: one small lotus flower brick kit from the nerd show, black Levinix, white Iglight (getting lots of customization, lol), dorky Zeta Gundam 'marble' shooter.

I'd also registered for CitrusCon but I really didn't do much with it because I was busy with the nerd show and also just... didn't really enjoy trying to communicate on the discord. Textual equivalency of being in a room with a thousand people yelling to each other.

ALL ASSIGNMENTS IN!

Mar. 2nd, 2026 09:02 pm[personal profile] mgsx_mod posting in [community profile] mgsx
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I will try to open the collection tonight, if AO3 will be up. If not, it will open tomorrow, or as soon as the archive is up and running and I'm at my pc!

Thank you all for your patience!

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Mar. 2nd, 2026 08:18 pm[personal profile] kradeelav
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
my (gallery) site had been acting kinda sluggish for the last ~6 months and long story short i knew it was due to me getting close to what tegalog can realistically store image wise.

i wasn't worried because there's a limited amount of artwork i want visible online, realistically. it was time to purge. but i also found i forgor to compress some really big comic pages and wow it's amazing how much of a difference that makes when you self host versus rely on social media lol.

anyway spent a third of today deleting / compressing / reuploading some of the big offenders, and deleting some old art that i feel like doesn't reflect me & where i want to go (it'll always be in the zip folders for the curiosity/data hoarders tho).

my proudest compressing was from a 3.2MB file to 32KB. :D 
didn't even loose much quality imo.

(don't need advice, just amused.)

fandom trumps hate 2026 promo!

Mar. 2nd, 2026 11:06 pm[personal profile] javert
javert: spyro the dragon wearing sunglasses with the text COOL GUY behind him (misc spyro cool)


This is my first year doing Fandom Trumps Hate! I just thought I’d do a little post showing off what I’m offering for 2026. If you don’t know what Fandom Trumps Hate is, it’s a charity fandom event where people bid on auctions others are putting up, and then they donate their bid amount to charity and get fanworks (or other fandom-related stuff) in return. For mine, I’m letting the person doing the bidding pick the charity they like best out of the list [community profile] fandomtrumpshate has put together.

Both of my auctions are only for Pokémon fanworks. The first one, for fanart, is open to all ages and all ratings. The second one, for fanfic, is for people over 18 only and open to all ratings.

You can check them both out at the following links:

Auction 1 | Auction 2

All important information is available on there! I’m not going to type it all back up because I don’t really see the point, but if you want to get Pokémon art and/or fic from me*, there’s one way to get it! I don’t know if I’ll ever take fic commissions (especially for fandom stuff) so outside of exchanges this will most likely be the only way to ever get fic written by me. Auctions open tomorrow, March 3rd, at 8am EST!

Thank you! 🙂‍↕️

*with some caveats that are listed on the relevant auctions. you can always email me at the address listed on the auctions if you have any questions or need clarification about anything.

Other news to whomst it may concern: I'm exhausted after Citrus Con, but it went great! My Ko-Fi sketches are still open if you're interested, and I'm going to be sending out invoices for my merch stuff later this week, so that's also still available until I get to it. For now I'm going to sleep forever lol. o7 o7 o7
rynling: (Cool Story Bro)
I want to share the three stories I wrote for this year’s [personal profile] candyheartsex exchange event:

Whenever You’re Ready (on AO3 here) is a pre-canon Breath of the Wild story about Zelda trying to learn archery from Revali.

Read more... )

A Modest Test of Skill (on AO3 here) is about a Lynel wordlessly challenging Link to a friendly archery contest that ends in the discovery of a Korok.

Read more... )

The Nameless City (on AO3 here) is set ten years after the end of Final Fantasy VI, and it’s about the warmth of the friendship between Terra and Celes as they explore the ruins of a forgotten city under Terra’s new home in Mobliz.

Read more... )
malymin: A wide-eyed tabby catz peeking out of a circle. (Default)

A think I sort of appreciate about Caves of Qud's presets is... Qud is a very systems-heavy and lethal game. This is part and parcel of it being a classic-Roguelike, but I think games should be able to "onboard" new players without being super handholdy. Character creation, as the thing that you must do before even starting a run, is a part of the game that can be overwhelming and lead to unsustainable builds if one doesn't yet understand the core look of the game.

Presets both allow one to skip this process if they're overwhelmed, but also illustrate strategies and synergies one can use for future runs with custom builds.

    Starting Stats
  • 22 Strength
  • 18 Agility
  • 18 Toughness
  • 14 Intelligence
  • 16 Willpower
  • 16 Ego
    Calling Skills
  • Axe
  • Charge
    • Dismember
  • Butchery
    Starting Mutations
  • Freezing Ray
  • Multiple Legs
  • Amphibious (D)
  • Teleportation

...Hmm. I really don't like the way bulleted lists look on this DW theme. Sub-bullets feel way too disjointed from the main bullets, and also the indenting in general is a bit much sometimes.

Does anyone know how to fix the theme so that the indent-effect is more subtle, like how lists on Wikipedia look?

Update~

Mar. 1st, 2026 07:47 pm[personal profile] kalloway
kalloway: (TF Decepticon Cheer)
The little nerd show was good. Never really busy, but steady-ish. Mostly a Pokemon/card-heavy group, didn't move any of my animanga stuff, but sold a few TFs and some random other things. Sold video games, and at the end another vendor offered me half of what I had marked on my 'expensive' PS1 games which was still way more than double? triple? what I'd paid and I said "sure!" because, like, they are out of my sale box and I have cash in hand. Next show is in April and I suppose I'll be best served by picking out more games that I'm never going to play. (Also the vendor beside us kept coming over and looking at a couple of random PSP games but said he hadn't done well enough to justify buying them. He had Pokemon plushies and I said I'd trade for a couple of cool critters. I got a Pikachu and some sort of mushroom with tentacles that made me laugh.)

It's March, so I have communities to do things with and promote in general... I have a lot of stuff to do in general. While it is still chilly at the moment, the end of the week is supposed to be impressively warm and I will be able to hopefully do a quick garage-clean. Yay!

I suppose this week, if it's as quiet as it's looking like it might be, I can work on my Redacted III contest entry. That should be easy-ish to do? Hopefully? Just need to find momentum...

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Mar. 1st, 2026 07:48 pm[personal profile] kradeelav
kradeelav: Dr. Kiriko (amused)
"In 1664, the Abbé d’Aubignac attacked Homer, arguing that The Iliad and Odyssey were incoherent, immoral, and tasteless poems, cobbled together out of an oral folk tradition. "

- The Odyssey, Emily Wilson


omg we proudly stan the literal bedrock of western literature for also being ""immoral"" "problematic tasteless degen" work too along with our own work :D;

malymin: Duck from Princess Tutu, as a duck. (duck)

Link here.

Psychopathic personality disorder – or psychopathy as it is commonly called – is one of the oldest and most researched mental health diagnoses. The first account of psychopathy seems to be a short text from 1786 by the American physician Benjamin Rush who described a mysterious medical condition that he called anomia – and later moral derangement – where people allegedly lost the ability to distinguish between good and evil. Although his work is highly speculative, it sketched out the idea of ‘the psychopath’ in a way that could be passed on to a scientific audience: as a biological disorder so extreme that it impairs the innate human capacity for moral attitudes and prosocial behaviours.

In modern science, psychopaths are typically described with reference to concrete symptoms, like a lack of empathy, remorse and conscience, or more explicit behavioural signs, like predatory violence, pathological lying and impaired impulse control. As the prominent psychopathy researcher Robert Hare writes in his book Without Conscience (1993):

"Psychopaths are social predators who charm, manipulate, and ruthlessly plow their way through life, leaving a broad trail of broken hearts, shattered expectations, and empty wallets. Completely lacking in conscience and in feelings for others, they selfishly take what they want and do as they please, violating social norms and expectations without the slightest sense of guilt or regret."

The psychopath has also become a well-known figure of fascination in popular culture, frequently portrayed in bestselling novels and cinematic thrillers. One of the more jarring examples is the assassin Anton Chigurh, played by Javier Bardem in the movie No Country for Old Men (2007). Utterly deprived of any emotional resonance, Chigurh wanders through the arid Texas landscape as he slaughters innocent people like cattle. Though characters such as Chigurh are, of course, works of fiction and not serious attempts to portray real people clinically diagnosed with psychopathy, Chigurh-like characters still animate many of the central traits associated with psychopathy, such as emotional detachment and moral emptiness.

However, there’s a problem with this idea of psychopathy. While it has been researched across hundreds of empirical studies – especially since the explosion of research in the late-1990s – there is still remarkably little evidence that corroborates popularised claims about the diagnosis. Despite enthusiasm among researchers in the 1990s and 2000s, when a few studies seemed to validate theories about psychopathy, the past two decades have been sobering. Today, virtually every single claim about psychopathy has been either thoroughly refuted or failed to find empirical support in experimental settings. Psychopathy may not exist at all.

Grumble...

Mar. 1st, 2026 01:06 pm[personal profile] malymin
malymin: A wide-eyed tabby catz peeking out of a circle. (Default)

I really hate that the only way to make a single image file display new colors (without uploading new images) via css is the hue-rotate() CSS.

See, I mostly play with color channels, flipping them around, right? The way that the relative luma changes when the channels are flipped is part of the fun. But hue-rotate tries to preserve luma (badly imo), making red turn dark green instead of lime, and that's not necessarily what I want. In addition, it can only rotate, it can't flip color channels. I can make an image with a red-yellow gradient into blue-magenta or green-cyan with hue-rotate, but not from red-yellow into blue-cyan (and vice versa), the effect I get from an RB channel swap that I like so much.

The invert() filter is also weird and muddy compared to a direct color inversion in an image program. Hate it hate it hate it!

I just want to be able to display what I love so much about manipulating color channels without having to upload 100 different versions of the same image... (wimper)

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Feb. 28th, 2026 08:31 pm[personal profile] kradeelav
kradeelav: Mordecai, FE9 (sleepyboi)

 “loving off-script, hot-blooded and mammalian, bodied, muscular, with your ribs aching. The kind of love that makes you offer your heart up— plump and flushed. Love that asks to eat you whole.”

Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Horse Girl”

2026 Writing Log, Part Nine

Feb. 28th, 2026 08:47 am[personal profile] rynling
rynling: (Mog Toast)
Read more... )

Not much to report this week. At the moment I’m doing my best to look at the news only in small increments, and only according to a schedule I set for myself. To help keep myself sane, I’m thinking of picking up Final Fantasy XVI, maybe?

ETA: Because I was paying attention to other world events yesterday, I missed the big Pokémon announcement, which is that there's an upcoming new game called Winds and Waves whose fire-type starter pokémon is a Pomeranian named Pombon, and oh!!!!!!!! I am so in love ❤️

As I Shuffle Ever Closer

Feb. 28th, 2026 07:35 am[personal profile] kalloway
kalloway: (WF Olivia)
I feel like I'm having more and more days where I would like to wander off and become an ornamental hermit.

That is probably also a post on its own... This is, thus far, a weekend of feeling very old/turning to dust and blowing away, and general enshittification annoyances.

Beyond that, I have finished the Destiny Astray as far as I'm going to for now. Absolute nightmare, would build again in an instant. Though I suppose I'd much prefer to be able to afford the ridiculously difficult-to-get official version of the kit and build that. (I remain tickled that the not-actually-wrong translated name of the bootleg kit translated back as Heresy of Fate. So I suppose I should be calling it that.)

I will have to get some photos posted because while building it absolutely sucked, it looks gorgeous and absolutely passes the two-foot rule.

I am going to make good on my promise to build a bunch of 30MM kits for the next little bit...

There are no fewer than four gunpla/plamo contests with deadlines in March. One of which I am definitely committed to (Redacted III), another I strongly intend to do (30ML), and the others are if I have a brilliant and fast idea that I can knock out quickly and easily.

I have a lot of other projects I need to get (back) to, but at this point I just need to get myself together to get to the nerd show today and do that. One thing at a time...

(Please go vote in my poll if you haven't.)

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